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Jan 9, 2001
It's My Life
A free verse essay is what I call it...^^^^^ (Inspirational)

Pleaze do tell me what you think about it. How did you feel?

I do not exist. I feel as if I am only a fragment of imagination. Something that's there but you can't truly grasp. I used to live everyday trying to please people all the time. Now, I've stopped doing so. Emptiness was what enveloped me. I have nothing to prove to you or to anyone else. I am my own person. I act according to my will.

I do not speak of my achievements. No matter how great they are, they will be forgotten because time is present, and all of us will soon be absent. A supersensible being beyond our most indefinable thoughts will extract us from the frame of this world. He will reveal His promise of glory and endless love.

My ultimate goal in life is to be worthy of that promise. I struggle very hard, and sometimes I do not feel confident to continue. I too, am drawn to temptation. However, I do not give up because I believe that the mere effort of trying to please Him will bring about unanimous rewards.

Instead, I speak about my passion for life...my very being. I like seeing God in other people because I am more careful with my actions. I a gentler and more loving towards them. Everyone has the capability to love and be loved. Afterall, that is our very essence.

I seek righteousness in everything that I do because I want to live a good life. A life that's blessed, certain, and complete.

Learn to accept your imperfections because despite of them, you are still perfect the way God made you. Learn to deal with your insecurities for there will always be that hidden terrorist within us. Realize that they are only products of vanity. If we weren't so vain then we wouldn't know about them.

Our happiness is in our hands. If we want to be happy we can be.

Desire for innocence, purity, and simplicity. Always be appreciative of everything and everyone around you. I try to be like that all the time and I find that I am more at peace and at ease. That way I avoid harshly criticizing others because I believe that each one of us is different. If you keep watching every step that other people take, you'll stumble on your own.

If God created us all alike then I wouldn't need you and you wouldn't need me.

We are all blessed, in different ways and days. Share with an open heart.

As much as possible, try to remember God as many times as you can during the day. If there's one thing I don't regret having, it's my relationship with God.

If you don't want to feel pain, don't cause pain.
Free your mind, free your heart, free your soul. Life is not material. It is divine.

The heart does not need evidence; it knows, it feels. If it fails you, leave it to your mind to cure.

I suggest that we observe nature. Most of world's best figures of speech come from nature.

I think that the most important thing that's keeping me sane is my privacy. I make sure that I get my own dose of privacy everyday.

I wish to inspire whoever stumbles upon my words. I like to pretend it's my mission.

Don't argue with me. This is my testimony. Afterall, it's
my life.

Contributed by:
Calm Blue
©2000
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